Das ist wichtig: Dass du dort bist, wo dein Herz ist

What is important? That your heart is with you

Smell of sunday evening
Vast and empty

state

Down the primal ground
Where the bottomless lurks
Where in the mud the seed of the lotus roots
Origin of life
Slumbering the blossom
Secret and safe in waters
Winding up into the light

Thursday evening, Wien 10

Flowing out red today

Organizing and finding

The way is under my feet

It seems to me most people just go

Without asking and it’s good

Oh! Will I find desert snake in the snow

To grab the things you like

To grab with both hands

To grab, enjoy and be pleased

So I decide to release everything I don’t need no more

Appearance on the outside is a reflection of the inner.

I decide to let go: People, things, habits, actions.

I am the love. I am the soul I was looking for.

Thank you for showing me the truth.

Die Frage ist wer

[wenn nicht ich? Wir]

in dieses Leben sich stürzen oder

es einfach zu leben

Dieses Leben

Dieses Leben besteht aus

Momenten in denen

Möglichkeit realisiert wird

Free

Is the spirit

For free

Is all to walk under the sun (and the moon. And the stars)

Geht Licht an im Oberstübchen

Wenn das nicht ein Moment der Freude ist

Wofür entscheidest du dich?

Es ist egal, aber

Es ist egal doch

Nicht einerlei sondern mindestens 2

Weil (ein Wort das den Verstand befriedigt):

Eine Entscheidung mitteilt

Dass etwas geschieht

Und das Gegenteil (Alternativen) nicht

Revolution11

"These days, it's a revolution to love!"

live young die fast and be reborn into this life

Reason piece

For a reason we meet
For a reason we pass
For a reason

Zeitgedichte (Time Poems)

I
Wohin läuftst du so schnell
Wo willst du heute noch hin
Wohin hat dich die Nacht gebracht
Gestern, in aller Frühe

II
Um es nicht zu umschiffen:
Um halb acht hab ich gedacht
Bis halb zehn hab ich noch zeit
Da war es halb zwölf 

III
Time will show up
In one minute
In two point zero

Schweigen

Schwierig denkst du

Chemie hab ich besser verstanden als

Heute mich selbst

Wenigstens

Erwartet keiner mehr

Ich eingeschlossen

Gemeinsame Aktivitäten

Es sei denn

Niemand

About destiny

To know this workings they are driving me, also while being aware that they are just running

Things that cannot be changed: How to know the difference to the ones who can?

Guess what! Some persist, in spite of intens-est endeavours

In my history one can find occurences, making visible the coherences.

The will for willing must fail

The soul is looking for it’s way, which may lead it away from conveniences and comforts, also into solitude.

It shall find it’s way, passing conveniences and comforts of a so called normal life, with maybe a job, a partner, and a finished degree. Could you hear a snort? By no means. It’s the life i tried so hard to lead. And I failed, again and again.

Many illusions collapsed. To be lead out of my rainbow bubble into this life, which wants to be lead. But not lead by „me“, which may contain an Ego, wishing for many another things.

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Wir sind verweichlicht. Man hat uns in Watte eingepackt. Man hat uns Aufgaben abgenommen, die das Leben uns stellte, nur um eines Tages wiederzukehren, da konntet ihr sie uns nicht mehr abnehmen. Der Schmerz wurde stets unterdrückt anstatt dass ihm Ausdruck verliehen wurde. Der Schmerz und der Tod wurden negiert, aus falsch verstandener Liebe, einer Liebe zum eigenen Ego, zeig mir bloß nicht meinen eigenen Schmerz! Ach Gott, ich bin wütend. Ach Gott! eines Tages werde ich die Scham ganz abgelegt haben und mein Leben ganz leben, ohne den ständigen Verlust meiner selbst.

Pantoun

Change means change

Remaining old views

Who can help in here

Helping myself

Remaining old views

Contradiction is true

Helping myself

Asks who I am

Contradiction is true

Separation unites

Asks who I am

By the way

Separation unites

Who can help in here

By the way

Change means change

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DAYS feel like the soul

will burst don't seem to be over

yet And you know it's

light of life shining

through and through

Wonder

For all my life I was wondering
Who do I see when my eyes see you
A reflection of my own nothing
From then, turning from white to black
And became something

White nothing

Dedicated to the decisions, creating my path in life

From the past

I was hell.

I was joggled. The hot, the cold.

I was floods.

I dreamed of caves, cellars and rifts. I saw a diver down at the marian rift. Up on the surface, a bridge made of stone.

To feel the pain, universe.

It’s where I am.

Now, I can see what I was missing.

 

I wrote this a time ago, in 2oo8. It's where I am. It goes in cycles and comes back in time, spiraling, to invent it new, the now.

To give up my denial, invented to protect me a time ago, now an obstacle, leading me to overcome it, in time.

Life wants my courage, not just to believe in the appearance but to get in touch with the essence.

Melting

 

Waves of emotions moving the mirror. To get the picture clear, one can observe the whole, or wait for the waters to calm. (click for the animation)

Flowing

Inside

I follow the sun

Outside

Rain wash away 

old selves

Experience

Life on earth

Human

Awake and remember

Where you come from

Travelling

to move in space. Dreaming, part of the creation process, here: what I see while dreaming out of the window -- Thoughts

 

Coming home from travelling far, I realized the beauty of the place I was born.

What a great artwork

How the mother nourishes and gives us all we need

How we are blessed with abundance

How I want to say Thank You

Gathering

Being open and aware, being surrounded by beauty. Time, it's art and art is to beautify.

How I started

and why
As I awoke the shadows of the night were gone. I was new and beautiful.

How it came that I take part in this game -- I wanted to be answered some questions about: money.
From the beginning.

Creating this blog, cyberworld, which used to cause trouble with my back. Though, I'm used to it, and two memories within a minute, one of a dream and one from whereever, told me that I'm on the right way.

Questions popping up, what for and why and which form will it take and so on, I'm about to define the frame, to go beyond it one day

The purpose is to share my thoughts
To give a shape to the things in my mind
Because it's something I love to do (and this is necessary, I was told, for true wealth)
Not only for me but for us to understand that on some stage we are one.